What Happened to Old Times and Their Memories?

i was eating wafer i specially requested from my mum..

these wafer are only sold at old grocery stores..those that keeps the biscuits in big golden tins..

i love the wafers..but it doesn't taste the same as before..

it used to be a generous amount of chocolate which comes with solid taste of cream..and the sides are often slightly crushed to form a rounded edge.. as though the someone had been carrying these waffle everywhere..

all this added to the wafer's appeal..somehow when i caught sight of those perfectly rectangular shape of the wafers..i think they had lost their character..

it doesn't give me the hype nor the satisfaction i get when savoring these wafers..

while eating them, i can't help but think about the time when i was young-er..

all those times when all i did was turn to the boy sitting next to me and pinch him in every surface reachable..

i know it is wrong.. but what i'm trying to say is i feel old..

times had changed so much..and i don't think i like those changes..

if the little girl i used to be saw who i am now, i dont think she will like me too..